Main Entry: 1love
Pronunciation: 'l&v
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Old English lufu; akin to Old High German luba love, Old English lEof dear, Latin lubEre, libEre to please1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties love for a child> (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests
and then their is the Biblical explanation of love in 1 Cor. 13:Love never gives up, Love cares more for others than for self, Love doesn't want what it doesn't have, Love doesn't strut, Doesn't have a swelled head, Doesn't force itself on others, Isn't always "me first," Doesn't fly off the handle, Doesn't keep score of the sins of others, Doesn't revel when others grovel, takes pleasure in the flowering of truth, Puts up with anything, Trusts God always, Always looks for the best, Never looks back,But keeps going to the end.
all this. and still. i dont understand love. do we love love? and why do sometimes i feel like i hate love. i hate seeing happy couples, i hate seeing people hold eachother close, i hate people vowing to spend their lives together. or do i love it? or am i just jealous. which is not an attribute of love.why do sometimes i feel completely content being single and just "waiting patiently" for "the right one" to come around. and other times im so sick of waiting and get so frustrated.
why can this emotion flip back and forth so easily on such a heavy subject?
Can one be love sick and sick of love at the same time?
how can hearing Savage Garden make me feel all warm and fuzzy for the first minte and a half and the next half im bitter and have suppressed anger?
are we all searching for the same kind of love..and if we are... why does it take so long to find someone.
im happy to be single and have this time to find out who i am.
i hate being single..not having someone to go out with all my friends in relationships, no one talk with me, find out who we will become together.
i thought writing this would help me re-hash my thoughts..but now im just more confused.
i dont know what "current mood" to put on here. do i feel love or hate?
if war is peace. can love be hate?
